Monday, January 31, 2005
Paradox
What does it matter when you have [possibly] an entire life ahead of you, when all you have in control is this exact moment? And sometimes, we don't even have that.Or maybe that's the entire paradox of it.
posted by whendee @ 9:32 p.m. | 0 comments
Utada Hikaru - About Me
Sorry, this song's just stuck in my head, and I loooooooooveee it soooo much.
Oh baby, there's something you should know,
about me, before you propose;
Although we have known each other for quite while...
Whenever you need me,
I'm gonna try to make it through to you,
but I'm not always ready to.
When you are not watching
I prepare myself for you,
But I worry that I might have been
Misunderstood.
I gotta tell you, I wanna tell you.
I can be lazy, but I'll try not to.
Baby, I'm not a very honest person;
Right now you're sure that love me,
But are you really sure that you know all about me?
Up and down, and down, down, down, down we go.
My baby, a lot could happen before tomorrow;
Think about the pain before you take another dose.
Who knows if it could be good for you after all.
Whatever you give me,
I'm gonna try to give you something new
not something you've already chewed.
When you are not watching ,
I prepare myself for you
because this could be good.
What's bugging you?
I gotta tell you, I wanna tell you.
I can be crazy, but I don't want to.
Baby, I'm not a very honest person;
What if I don't want a baby yet?
Is it okay if I'm not cute at night?
Up and down, and down, down, down, down we go.
This could be good.
So I gotta tell you, I wanna tell you.
You can be shady with what you're going through.
Baby, I'm not a very honest person;
You say you're sure that you love me,
how could that be, when you keep so much from me?
Turn the tables round, round and round we go.
Right now you're sure that love me,
but are you really ready to know more about me?
Up and down and down, round and round and round;
Where do we go?
~ Utada Hikaru - About Me
posted by whendee @ 4:16 p.m. | 0 comments
The BEST
I've said it before, and I'll say it again: I am good! =) Ahah, not to be arrogant or anything. *shifty eyes*
IT TOOK ME FOREVER (just an hour actually), but I finally did it! The layout's officially here and done. Plus, it didn't look totally screwed like it did before. I am 100% HAPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! WHOOOHOOOO! Ahahahaha.
It took me the longest to figure out how to get the Comments pages. Apparently, I put
Oh, happy, happy daaaaysss...
posted by whendee @ 3:43 p.m. | 1 comments
Friday, January 28, 2005
shots
Dumb blondes? Angie, you're the only one of us who has blonde-ish streaks...... xD!! LOL, we aren't the dumb ones here. =)Anyway, I have a doctor's appointment this afternoon.... It sucks 'cause it was SUPPOSED to be at 11:15, but nooooooooo, they changed it to 2:15 instead, so I don't get the whole afternoon off. Which totally SUCKS.
I think my throat is going very sore again. I hope I'll still be able to talk by Monday...lol...
GAH! Rock climbing on Monday too! Not that I'm not excited.... it's just that it's girls/boys mixed classes for the next two weeks 'cause of rock climbing. I don't like that. I like having separate classes....
How many of you are planning to continue gym next year?
posted by whendee @ 11:16 a.m. | 0 comments
Thursday, January 27, 2005
comin' up...
Raaaaawrr...Yes, there will be a new layout to this blog coming up soon-ISH. Neko-chan drew all of us as chibis (sorta) and we're sooooooooo daymmnnn cutee. =) Only problem is that me CGing it is the HARDEST thing in the world to do. Honestly. For me at least.
I hate shading; I've always had, and always will. Shading on a photo editor is no different. In fact, I'd rather shade it naturally than electronically (gawd, I sound like a certain BTT teacher..), but this is so ARGGGHHH!
Need help, but knowing my pride, I wanna do this myself.
Actually, how would you like to practise some, Cheli?
posted by whendee @ 9:43 p.m. | 0 comments
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
SOOO EASY!
OMG, the math exam was sooooooooooo easy. Raaaaaawrrrr! I finished in like 20 minutes and sat there for another hour. Grrr..So with the scrap paper I was provided, I wrote all this crap:
Sitting here. Ironically, you can cut the tension with a string.
I smirk; you can almost physically see the thought bubbles above everybody's heads. Numbers, numbers, numbers. Algebra, geometry, just plain explicit arithmetic.
Sitting there, I feel alone, silenced by the rustle of paper and the pencils scratching against it. Outside, I hear the streets with all its roaring glory. The streetcar that passes by, the little girl who laughs and the sound of a busy everyday life.
I wish I was out there. Instead of sitting here, imprisoned by the numbers. Thirty-six minutes to go. I never prided myself in doing well in school. My marks were by far average. But I've waited thirty minutes already, another thirty to go?
A slight movement. Our supervisor, apparently also my Science teacher, got up to write that we had thirty minutes left. "No duh...", I thought sourly, but bit it back. I see myself as too rude when driven with impatience. Too rude. I grin.
Twenty-seven now. Twenty-seven more minutes and everyone in this room will be free for another twenty-two and a half hours. This really is a prison. It's like the prison guard telling you, "Oh, you'll be free for twenty-two and a half seconds to go to the toilet." How degrading.
I'm sorry. I really am too rude for my own good during moments like this.
Then again, it's not really freedom for me, since there's another one of these tomorrow. Geography this time. How earth-shattering. Literally, I hope.
That means I'll be spending even more hours surrounded by even more notes and review sheets. They don't do me any good anyway. I walk in, sit down, write down everything I know, doodle, walk out and somehow pass.
Then it will be like the guard saying, "But you'll have to be chained while you go." Who flushes it then?
It's like the perfect analogy. You get a limited time for freedom, yet you can't do what you really want to do, and thus, you gain something that is not needed. In this case, it would be stuck toilets...or rather, extra knowledge that I wouldn't need, to pass.
Then again, as "proper" human beings, the only thing any of us really have to do, is to die. Now that sounds inviting. No sarcasm involved.
Thirteen minutes. What a number. I suppose I'll go over the work just to prove that I don't need to make any changes, whether right or wrong. But that's beyond my knowledge. Obviously. Or else I'd pass with 101%.
Another day, another this.
Another...
Exam.
posted by whendee @ 10:41 a.m. | 0 comments
Monday, January 24, 2005
my goodness...
Monday late afternoon, the night before the first of formal exams.I'm not scared. Not exactly nervous.
Just freakin' anxious. I'm hastily reviewing all the BTT I know, and sadly, it's not a lot. English exam first thing in the morning, as the rest of you lovely girls... Neko-chan actually wrote out her entire essay on the one outline sheet we're allowed to bring.
Now, I would do that, except that would mean I'd have to erase everything and actually type the essay out first. Honestly, I'd rather study BTT.
Once the two exams are over tomorrow, I'm going to go home and do every single review math sheet that I haven't done (which is only like five pages) in review just in time for the math exam the day after. *SIGH*
After THAT, me gonna go home and study Geography like HELL. Shows exactly how on top I am of things.
I have a friend who actually begins to study two months prior to the final exams. That's kinda scary. But then again, her lowest marks always turns out never lower than 95%.
I would like to do that, but I'd never have the heart to start studying on May 1st.
Anyway, back to my PITIFUL studying.
Note to Angie: eeeh, it's been worked out, and I'd rather not say it anymore, for the embarrassment issue
posted by whendee @ 5:25 p.m. | 0 comments
Monday, January 17, 2005
lunch again
Lunch here.... Bah, Band exam this afternoon; the BTT typing exam was VERY, VERY easy!LOL, oh gosh, remember all the notes we typed to each other on our screens in font size 72, Neko? Ahahaha...that was the best, especially since the teacher couldn't see us 'cause she was facing us, and our screens are facing us too, LOL.
Anticipating my Band exam. I let Oliver borrow my notes, so I can't even review them right now.
Oh, and there's this other thing that I wanna tell you guys the he told me last night.
But later...
posted by whendee @ 11:59 a.m. | 0 comments
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Should be studying... but am not.
Alex, seeing as your username is still Shadown-Cat, I guess you haven't figured out how to fix it..... Weeeeeeell, just go here and click on your name under Contributors and then click EDIT YOUR PROFILE to edit your info.... including your display name.Very simple really. =)
Anyway, I should be studying, but really, who does? Ahahaha...
Whatever you want, I got it, whatever you need, that's me...
posted by whendee @ 9:39 p.m. | 0 comments
Croissants!
Wow, Neko-chan, you sound so professional. LOL.
Alrightiee then, gimme the link for the manga or wherever you read it from. =)
Angie, you never go on MSN anymore... maybe THAT'S why we don't talk to you. =\ Okay, yes, you appear offline, but hey, to talk, you need to be anything BUT that.
Me making croissants right now! They're just plain croissants, but next time, I'm gonna try to make them barbecued or saltier. I'll give some to you guys to try! =D
Ahahahaha... I want to bake everything now.. Next I want to make muffins. Surprisingly, I haven't burnt anything yet. Maybe I am a better cook than I give myself credit for....
But still, I can burn lovely water. *grin*
posted by whendee @ 3:47 p.m. | 0 comments
Saturday, January 15, 2005
....Back...Finally
Wow, I technically started this blog, and I don't even post in it much anymore either.Anyway, the only thing I have to say is that FEAR FACTOR last night was absolutely amazing and fun! Plus disgusting and gross...........
For our second challenge, we had to eat, without hands, off a plate. It was cherry, strawberry, cranberry frozen jello with a piece of lemon stuck in the middle, a few chocolate chips sprinkled over and a "few drops" (more like the whole bottle) of hot sauce.
ERRRGGHH. It was spicy, cold and sour at the same time! And you gotta either lick it off the plate or suck it off the plate. Impossible to do when your bangs are in front of you. =\ Gargh...
Exams next week, yes I'm sorry for reminding you all. But hey, it's also a reminder to STUDY your ass off! ~.^ But not literally, cuz you do need an ass to sit on when you do the exam, LOL.
So who has in-class exams on what day? I have BTT and Band on Monday, and a Science culminating (sp?) activity on Wednesday.
*sigh* Anyway, we MUST hang out more often. We never get to anymore!!!!! I feel like I haven't seen Alex in ages. Saw her in the hall yesterday, but it didn't count!! *snufffffleee*
I'm tired, hungry and bored.........gotta study though...but do reply! ^-^
posted by whendee @ 11:21 a.m. | 0 comments
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